Evil-Slayer

I can't start working on the ideas i talked about while back...and im supposed to study css and html becuz i will start working in the company where my brother works in November and i didn't even start!as soon as i start in something i get very very lazy and just spend my time playing games and watching tv series...i hate this..and in the same time i can't force my self to start do something...the only good thing i did was working on 2 freelance projects...other than that im not doing anything...and also i stopped reading graphic design topics and articles for a while now...and i really can't force myself to start...

Hello All

just wanted to say im coming back i meant it..im just trying to find out how am i gonna make ideas to make them look good


EDIT:Still Willing To Comeback....But Working On My Graphic Design Course Final Projects And When I Finished Them I Will Be Back To My Ideas


EDIT 2:still willing...but looks like its gonna take time...i know most people here don't care about whether i come back or not anyway...but im writing this to remind myself more than others

Hello Everyone
how's everyone doing?i hope things are ok
i know i've been away for more than 7 months(probably more) and before i say anything thanx to everyone for their favs and comments and to people who asked about were i've been

i've been nowhere..really...if i told you that i was busy with life and exams and collage and bla bla bla it is true but still its not a reason to give up designing or da

its just lately i stopped doing anything related to art(sketching and designing) i don't know why... i just stopped(even everything else)

im planing to come back but the problem is i said that more than once and i didn't come back..but this time im really gonna try because i want to know for sure if i still want this...although i doubt i don't because i just think i've been lazy and lazy only and also this year was a really bad one

i hope i still want this because if i don't there's really nothing else i can think of or want
i have no idea how i got here but i will try to pull my self up

hello everyone

miss you all XD

its been very long time since ive been here on da...i don't know why but i stop designing stuff and became busy in everything else...collage,friends,going out,exams,holidays..etc
im still taking my graphic design course...i think it will be over in a month
i learned alot so far...and i discovered how much i love illustrator for being much more flexible than photoshop...
the only stuff i designed recently was some bushiness cards for my course+business cards for me(even though i don't need them...but just was kidding around )
i think i will upload them soon to know what you  guys think

tomorrow i have 2 exams...and am still studying the first one and only 10 hours left for the 2 exams!!which mean i have 9 hours to study 2 exams + sleep...but i think am gonna sleep and deepened on cheating tomorrow since im very good in it

next week i will be done from exams and i will try to upload and  design some stuff..i think im gonna design some t-shirts


miss all my friends here and as soon im done from  exams im gonna check everybody's journals and deviations

i just hope i comeback to designing some stuff since i didn't for along time

now i have to go to continue studying

wish good luck everyone...in both exam and cheating

one more thing
I HATE OBJECT ORIENTED PROGRAMING!

Ok..comparing to other designs here on da...i feel like i don't know anything about this industry...im really trying but i still really suck!...i keep making these themes or wallpapers or whatever so i get better...and some people say that my designs(especially my themes) are good...but i think they are not good enough to reach "good" level...for example i spent about 6 hours on my entry to the TRiK comp..and after i uploaded it and saw the other entries...i don't have a chance to be one of the 25 finalist..hell i don't have the chance to be one of the latest 100! i think my designs really misses being good other than just a bunch of layers with each other...i know i should just keep on trying to improve but i don't know..im afraid that after couple years im gonna still be at the same point...maybe i don't have the "creative mind"for it...maybe i should start looking for something else