I can't start working on the ideas i talked about while back...and im supposed to study css and html becuz i will start working in the company where my brother works in November and i didn't even start!as soon as i start in something i get very very lazy and just spend my time playing games and watching tv series...i hate this..and in the same time i can't force my self to start do something...the only good thing i did was working on 2 freelance projects...other than that im not doing anything...and also i stopped reading graphic design topics and articles for a while now...and i really can't force myself to start...

Hello All

just wanted to say im coming back i meant it..im just trying to find out how am i gonna make ideas to make them look good


EDIT:Still Willing To Comeback....But Working On My Graphic Design Course Final Projects And When I Finished Them I Will Be Back To My Ideas


EDIT 2:still willing...but looks like its gonna take time...i know most people here don't care about whether i come back or not anyway...but im writing this to remind myself more than others

Hello Everyone
how's everyone doing?i hope things are ok
i know i've been away for more than 7 months(probably more) and before i say anything thanx to everyone for their favs and comments and to people who asked about were i've been

i've been nowhere..really...if i told you that i was busy with life and exams and collage and bla bla bla it is true but still its not a reason to give up designing or da

its just lately i stopped doing anything related to art(sketching and designing) i don't know why... i just stopped(even everything else)

im planing to come back but the problem is i said that more than once and i didn't come back..but this time im really gonna try because i want to know for sure if i still want this...although i doubt i don't because i just think i've been lazy and lazy only and also this year was a really bad one

i hope i still want this because if i don't there's really nothing else i can think of or want
i have no idea how i got here but i will try to pull my self up

hello everyone

miss you all XD

its been very long time since ive been here on da...i don't know why but i stop designing stuff and became busy in everything else...collage,friends,going out,exams,holidays..etc
im still taking my graphic design course...i think it will be over in a month
i learned alot so far...and i discovered how much i love illustrator for being much more flexible than photoshop...
the only stuff i designed recently was some bushiness cards for my course+business cards for me(even though i don't need them...but just was kidding around )
i think i will upload them soon to know what you  guys think

tomorrow i have 2 exams...and am still studying the first one and only 10 hours left for the 2 exams!!which mean i have 9 hours to study 2 exams + sleep...but i think am gonna sleep and deepened on cheating tomorrow since im very good in it

next week i will be done from exams and i will try to upload and  design some stuff..i think im gonna design some t-shirts


miss all my friends here and as soon im done from  exams im gonna check everybody's journals and deviations

i just hope i comeback to designing some stuff since i didn't for along time

now i have to go to continue studying

wish good luck everyone...in both exam and cheating

one more thing
I HATE OBJECT ORIENTED PROGRAMING!

Ok..comparing to other designs here on da...i feel like i don't know anything about this industry...im really trying but i still really suck!...i keep making these themes or wallpapers or whatever so i get better...and some people say that my designs(especially my themes) are good...but i think they are not good enough to reach "good" level...for example i spent about 6 hours on my entry to the TRiK comp..and after i uploaded it and saw the other entries...i don't have a chance to be one of the 25 finalist..hell i don't have the chance to be one of the latest 100! i think my designs really misses being good other than just a bunch of layers with each other...i know i should just keep on trying to improve but i don't know..im afraid that after couple years im gonna still be at the same point...maybe i don't have the "creative mind"for it...maybe i should start looking for something else

FINALLY!!...im gonna start taking a short course in graphic design for 4 months which starts in july and im gonna be done from my first year in collage final exams in 2 weeks...after that im gonna be all free for designing and for the graphic design course.

i went to a presentation for the course about half month ago to see what im gonna take in this course and what is gonna be useful for me...the adobe certified instructor told us that we gonna study photoshop level1 and level2(advanced) and illustrator(which is the main reason i took this course!!..since im still noob in it)and acrobat and indesign(which i don't know anything about!)and i discovered that i still don't know many things in photoshop as well

hopefully that this is gonna be useful for me cuz its the only thing i can do now to learn graphic design...since im studying cis in collage(which is something i really hate cuz i really hate programing!!)..but sadly its the only thing that is close to what i want...and could be useful in future... if i was unlucky to find a job in graphic design areas i might find a temporary job in cis areas...and btw im planing after finishing studying in collage and working for a while to study graphic design in collage!!! i know this sound kinda stupid that why i don't study graphic design now but i simply can't

so although its a short course...im kinda excited!! XD...it really feels good to study and learn about something you love

Hello All

if anyone have any suggestions on my works..or what you like about my works and what you don't..what things i need to work on and what things should i improve...or which field i am the best in??cuz i think my works aint good enough so i wanna be good enough...i even sometimes i feel like im doing stuff that anyone can easily do and that not close for graphic design..just kids stuff

would really appreciate the help

i cant seem to design anything....every time i try to make a theme or a wallpaper or something else...even pencil sketching..i just can't continue or even start!!...or i don't seem to get my idea as i want it to be...i don't know why and i don't know for how long this gonna last...but it really should end soon...or this would make a pretty big problem for me


any ideas??

Hello All

its been along time since i made any theme or wallpaper....becuz im busy with exams and collage and some other stuff....but next week i will finish my exams and then i will be back to making themes and other designs...and i will try to improve my works as much as i can...

cheers everyone

mahmood alkhateeb

Hello All
i finally finished exams and i got 89.1% and i just woke up on a big disaster!
i will not be able to study graphic design cuz its too expensive here in jordan and it's only available in 3 government college and luck me..graphic design is the only one who has no "competing according to ur mark to get a discount!" in case anyone know what i mean and i can't seem to study out jordan
seriously FTW

so...i will not be able to study what i wanted and what i planted to..no i don't know what to do...i don't want to study something that i don't want and i can't think of something else

now i really need help...do anyone if i can study something close to GD(graphic design)so i can still work as a graphic designer in the future

im really dispert and i need help

my friends...deadhappy...seanpt..tigerbyheart...and all my other friends

and everyone here in deviantart.com

i really need ur help guys

thanx in advance